Anxiety, Self Preservation, Psychic Ability
The Empath In The Work Place
I am often reminded, I am constantly having experiences that help others understand their experiences in new ways. And so much of what I (teach) for want of a better word is not taught to us in Mainstream education. It is part of the reason I travelled, I wanted to find out what made the world tick. How different cultures viewed their own and other cultures, how different people viewed themselves, how other people coped... did other people outside New Zealand see the world as I the New Zealander did??
All Valid Questions... all I did with round one of travel was come home to New Zealand even more confused, depressed and with larger questions about my life and how life really worked in general etc. etc.
It takes courage to travel and it takes courage to journey inward as well as even more courage to embrace our Psychic Abilities... especially when you create situations that other people are not comfortable with.
I started realising I was a catalyst, and thought that by embracing my gifts over 15 years ago, life would somehow get easier... and once I came out of the closet as a Psychic, surely, so I thought, that I had put a peg in the ground and I had created some new clarity and magic in my life! A straight forward life now knowing what my career path “Should Now be”. Standing on stage and delivering messages from spirit to their loved one’s in the physical... easy as... I can do that, I repeated to myself.
Then I really started lying to myself!! Here are the lines I started feeding myself... If I just stick to doing it this way, and colour in between the lines, then I will keep myself safe in my new career and I won’t upset anybody and I will age gracefully and my family will be proud and I won’t hate on myself or beat myself up anymore.
Really... who was I trying to kid lol???
...To be continued